我们在主的怀里安息…..

当我们开始觉得很沮丧时或没力气时,我们应该得休息一下…. 但我们的休息的地方是否找对了?!

是在酒吧喝酒吗？是关在家里自己躲起来哭泣吗？是否想不开了？是否去外面的乱七八糟的世界发泄？这对吗？是否已经犯错了？…还有很多在外面的世界里…我们猜不到也想不到，但一不小心就被世界给引诱了…..犯了我们本不应该所犯的错与罪…然后开始迷失我们原有的方向与梦想…..这很难察觉，可能你已经飘流在这罪恶的世界里了….

像一个无助的孩子，四处飘荡，找不到真正的爱……与幸福….

当有一个很温柔的声音进入你的耳朵时，仿佛打进你心底，触摸你容柔的心…你无法抗拒，因为这是上帝要来扶持你的时候…..这就是上帝…..

上帝看到你的泪水在滴……

上帝听见你的哭声…….

上帝感觉的到你的伤感………

上帝在等着你的心门，打开…..

让慈爱的父神进入你心里，医治那破碎的心….

来与你共处一切的难关与失落….

这就是神的爱，上帝的恩典………上帝要来拥抱你……

从此我们活在上帝的爱里，到永远……到永远………

我们爱因神先爱我们….

休息就像车站，若上帝不去的地方，那就不是我们要下车的地方…..

我们爱让世界不一样

Pray to our spiritual father….

We must pray to our pastor ……….

pray untill god can hear our prayer ……

Cause we are his lovely sheep….

Lord , pls help your son , help our pastor , we need you lord…..

bless to him and heal his voice…

and He can continue to sing out of your love…… use his voice to prasie your  holy name…….. AMEN…

Lord , I belive that after all will be fine..and he is healthy …

为主来梦想为主来发光~~~~~

Ha……So nice today…. ^^ and the song is always touch my heart…为主来梦想为主来发光~~~~~ and also i talk to god and say something to him….. feeling very good  wee~~~~~~

today i wake up lo…then go to church , so good i can go sunday service liao since i came back to kuching… i already miss up 2 sunday service lo…T.T heart so painful… 

but nvm…i will buy the record CD… now asking for it…. hmmm hmm hmm..

today the title is “Circumcision”  …….   =O oh….i’m shocked too when i heard it…and so many ????? in my mind… then , i listend carefully ……

at 1st i really think that do we have to do circumcision…huh? … hmmm … whats circumcision in the bible means ?(of cus our church dun have this)(dunno… maybe) =)…. then…..  then….. listen and listen…

finally i know the meaning…… thats something between u and god , relationship with god….. and 立下委身之约….真正愿意献上自己给神….thats too deep ….i scare all of u dunno what i say …..

hmmmmif u want know more details then come to our church… then ask our youth leader or pastor…^^

*真正愿意献上自己给神，及一切，我的一切都又神来掌管。只要是他所说的，或他的旨意，我都听从，顺从，顺服…… 因为我真的愿意…… if got circumcision to do…then i do…………..because i want promise to my lord and give to him all my heart….

and 为主来梦想,为主来发光………

hmmm..thats today sunday serive de title…… and my heart so touch and always filled by the holy spirit…. so i will dun forget today…cus i pray to lord and 立下委身之约……….成为耶稣名下的子名，他的儿女。

ok thats all…may god bless u abundantly…^^ Jesus love u

Learning Bible knowledge….

hmmm……………………… is it hard ?

this subject will be in spm bo…

at the 1st i dunno got this subject de…then yesterday i recieve my leader’s msg… then i go try……… at SIB church there near the colour cafe….

oww…..so wonderful …. when i listen teacher teaching…… so good that i can know more about god…. thanks GOd ^^

yea…..maybe is it hard for me…. but i can do better….. cus god are lead me….

so i bought the book of Acts…..

its got a lot information and more details… maybe i did’t see the english version de bible before..so i dunno la…. but i will go buy english version de…

thanks god a lot…. this subject not only benefit to us..also good for our life….

it will bring to you overcome the trouble and bless to you…. and many many too……. thats a lot…

for me…. i want to know more about god… so i take this bible knowledge as my subject…  and also its god’s word… so i interested it….^^

am i spiritual ? if yes then THanks God…haha…… cus god wants us to learn….

 Today ah…. erhmm…no other thing speical…..

ok i done here….  thats all…..  

stay happy and healthy o…thanks for view

may god bless u and ur family………^^

Lord …… Save my pet…

My lovely pet are missing…. already got 2 pet are leave to me ….

i dun want lost my pet again….. LORD….HELP me….. i’m sorry i did’t take care oscar very well….im sorry…..give me a one more chance to take care oscar.. i dun want lost it…cus i’m love it so much……we even play together…. take pic.. and many many…………..lord…must help me……..hear my prayer……

Sssssssssssssoooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Oscar….your pity eyes tell me you need love..and give me chance to let me gives out my love to you…….

“You can blame me ….you can hate me…..even i can let you bite my hands and legs …but i still dun want you leave to me….”

Crying for mistake and fault….

This morning i go to school same like last time… and stay at school to study book. Then after all , go back home and take a rest….

then i had make something thats wrong and ask for forgiveness from god… I did it many times and still can’t overcome it…. i lost the promise….. So my mood are not very good… but will try to smile too…

Hope after this time i will not do it again… and dun always be a lier… hmmm i not say that i’m always cheat people , i just done a promise to god and i did’t follow it….  sorry lord….

hmmm… i belive i can promise it…cus lord are very mercy… but at furture i have to careful …. 

erhmm…then i go online… i saw a picture……… just that picture then i cried so strongly………. hmm i can’t explain well in fact….but i so miss them…We are live together and play together before…then they one by one to leave me… maybe thats my fault cus i did’t put my heart to take care them..so hope they can forgive me.. i love all of you so much……

 After at all , i dun want always to joke…  be serious in chirst….. cause thats time to close God…. i had spent and waste so much time  to close god , to know god……..   now , i’m in worries , but i will fine….

ok thats all for today…..  have a great day…and blessed 2009 =)

Jesus love u ~~~

Me Copycat~~~ =X

Refer back to january …  Me 1st time go to school feel very well and nice..hehe…..   Cus many of you already in mature mind and we are in new step liao……haha…..So far already 2009 year lo….. then all of us going to form 4 lo…… erhmm….for my will , form 4 got many subject are difficult but thats new begining too…. like add math , chem , bio and so on…erhmm i think those subject ok la if u got study well….. erhmm…. last time i got think about those subject , sister brother said very difficult…. but for me ,  dunno why i did’t get any nervous and worries…. haha Cus those subject also interested =)….. erhm… now already february lo…. in school already one month……. so time to battle…. and study hard…. thats no more time to hang around and play around…. be a mature person !! xD dun be childlish…. =P 

today arh….. no other new thing lo….. just go to school study , sleep , talk….. haha………  then i go back home lo….. 1.34pm nap till 6.10pm+ …lol….. like  pig…..  cus me always almost 1.00am or + go to bed de….. so afternoon feel very tired… =3 ….  then after take bath go to church lo…haha..yeah!!! finally go church liao….. so happy oo  ..   sing and praise and pray… xD  ^^….

so hope all of u be happy ya…. new day bring new hope =)

Goodnight ~~~~   meet me at dreams oh…lol….. xD

*this topic i copy my fren de….  talking about new life in form 4 …xD…

真感动~~~ 到哭了

erhmm…..回想起来，我住在我婆婆家时，有很多令我感到很感动的事。就像婆婆的关心loh，婆婆的教导loh，还有等等….. 我和哥哥要回的日子靠近了，很多亲戚们都回了，只剩下我们三个人。每次我和哥哥都很晚睡，然后醒来都已经一点了，真是睡猪~~lol =.=”’

所以婆婆就为我们预备了早餐…… hai…..我感到很惭愧，还要一位七十多岁的老人家为我准备早餐… 不只，她还骑脚踏车去买猪肠粉给我们，当时我还以为是人家打包的呢..T.T  求主赦免~~~~~Forgive me Lord ~~~

然后婆婆都有 *dun or tun * 汤给我们喝，那个东西正正熬了整天，她还说才熬没多久啦，她肯能不要我坦心loh…

我想，婆婆到了深夜的时候，一定很孤单与寂寞，又加上家庭的破碎，她一定很伤心吧..….我又想到她还没信主，我真的很伤心与难过，她一定会开心与喜乐如果她来到上帝的身边。如果她没来上帝的面前，她应该不知道要向谁哭诉吧…

所以说我要感恩，因为主把我安排到这个家庭来，一是要救身边的人，或许把真理传送给他们，因着主救了我的生命。让一个破碎的家庭变成幸福的家庭，因着主的恩典与慈爱。

所以我的conclusion 是，要知足与满足，上帝赐了你美好的家庭和一切你现在拥有的东西。你要知道，还有很多小孩可能没那麽幸福像我们这样……..

还有能活到今天…… So , 到了今天要知道如何感恩..^^…

今天我过了没什么la，只是再担心我家的狗失踪了！！！！！T.T

Help me Lord~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Me came back to kuching liao ^o^

hai~~~ finally came back to kuching lu…. ^^ so happy yup …….. me go KL before chinese new year le… then i live at teluk intan about one week =/

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我在那里很闷咯，但是有婆婆和大姐二姐哥哥陪…….
哈哈，他们也是一样跟我一起sienz~~~~lol~~~
我们没有去拜年leh，因为没有车，所以一直呆在家….
我在那里很想Kuching啊！！因为我要去教会，很想跟朋友出去拜年，很想教会的人，还有我的主。我在那边也有祷告啦，有向主哭诉，因为太多试探，被伤了。为什麽我这麽说，因为我在那里是唯一一个的基督徒。….我没什麽啦，我还是如此的那么爱主。hehe…..
也因着很多我未想到的事情，在那边主一一地告诉我。hoho~~~
    then, i learnt so many thing lo , and eat so many delicious food loh… haha..ermm i not trying to say i live at there very unhappy , just wanna see my grandmum and talk to her…..  过一个跟婆婆还有阿姑们的新年.. hehe….not bad too….  so , very sorry ah …. 我没有在这边跟你们过新年，我的朋友~~~ ..

anyways…. sorry to all my friends … hehe…..

have a great day o ~~        Jesus love u~~~~ tata

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